Jul 27
52 Blessings - Week 30
It’s funny….this whole year I have blogging away on my laptop
about things I am thankful for and never once have I thought how
grateful I am for actually having a computer and internet access in the
first place. I guess since I have always had one in the house since
early primary school, I do take it for granted. The same goes with the
internet access - it is just about always there and when it does
malfunction for whatever reason, I do get a little bit miffed. So yay
for the computer and the internet….and all the crazy stuff that goes
along with it. It might drive me nuts occasionally but in the end, I
really wouldn’t be without it….would you?

Jul 26
I feel good
No kidding, I actually feel really great today and it’s hard to think
of a day in recent times when I have felt this good within myself. I
feel like I have more energy, I want to do stuff that I usually loathe
doing and I feel like I’m getting the old me back again. Those of you
who have read The Bloggest Loser”
page will know that I’ve started on a prescription medication to assist
with weight loss. I had never really discussed how I felt about my
weight with my GP, even with all the Xenical ads floating around about
“lose weight, gain life”. I just felt like there was too much of a
stigma attached to it and if I resorted to taking medication, people
would just assume I was this lazy person who just ate take-away every
night and was looking for a quick fix.
I really wish I had talked to her sooner because so far it is really
helping me. And you know, it really makes me wonder about this obesity
epidemic we have in Australia. Although I’m a big girl, apart from my
weight I am in good health and that is the reason why I wanted to try to
lose weight now. While you are still healthy, that is the time to do
it. When you get to the stage where you are triple the person you are
supposed to be and getting the line from the doctor “you have to lose
weight or you will die prematurely”….well it gets that much harder to do
anything about it.
I’ve met a lot of people through the course of my work who are at
that stage and some of them just can’t be bothered. They have just
resigned themselves to the fact that they will die early and there is
nothing they can do about it. I just wonder, if they’d talked to their
doctor about their weight while they still had a BMI under 40 and able
to do at least some exercise….would it have changed their life starting
this kind of medication? Could it save a life? Maybe, maybe not. I just
think that considering obesity is costing $21 billion
a year to treat, then it might be worth GPs being a little more
pro-active and discussing weight loss with their patients and offering
support in the process. I know it can be a sensitive issue for a lot of
obese people but had my doctor not broached the topic first, I’m not
sure I would have brought it up myself.
So thank you to my GP, I feel good because of you. 
Jul 22
Screw-up Tuesday (it had to happen eventually)
That’s not to say that I don’t have
screw-ups - I do! But this is the first time one has actually coincided
with a Tuesday. I knew that things were going way too well before
heading to work this afternoon. I found a job that I’m interested in -
AND it’s in the local area AND it hasn’t closed already. Then, I
actually realised at 1pm that it was time to go in fifteen minutes so I
wasn’t running late before I’d even left the house. My commute was
smooth as a baby’s bottom - no slow pokes, no accidents and no having to
stop for roadworks. Then it culminated with arriving in the car park
and driving straight into a space. That virtually never happens after
9am of a weekday. So I was fifteen minutes early and I even had time to
have lunch before I clocked on shift. Consequently, I was feeling pretty
jolly peppy about the way things were going.
Until someone said to me “did they call
you in?” As soon as they said that, I had that sinking feeling right in
the pit of my stomach. Have I just driven 65km on my day off?? Yes,
indeed I did. I have to say, despite the rising fuel and toll costs
associated with getting to work, I took it quite well. I even laughed,
but it was that kind of crazy laugh that a person does right before you
think they are going to lose it. I high-tailed it out of there before
they could say “oh but wait you can do an extra shift” in some
completely awful ward so that it isn’t a waste of my time and dollars
getting there in the first place.
But do I feel completely stupid - you
bet I do. And anyone that had the privilege of stopping next to me at
the traffic lights on the way home will realise what a potty mouth I can
be.
Jul 20
Blessings - Week 29
More than halfway through the year and I’m still coming up with
ideas for this challenge. Have no idea how, I thought I would have come
to the end of my ideas sometime back in April. I went to see Mamma Mia
on Monday morning this week and despite its corny delivery, I quite
enjoyed it. I’m not a huge ABBA fan and just as well because my other
half can’t stand their music and won’t have it playing in the house.
It’s not entirely his fault - after all, if his aunty hadn’t played it
24 hours a day for weeks at a time, then he might actually have some
appreciation for them. He hates Grease for a similar reason. LOL
But I digress….music has always been a very big part of my life. My
dad was very musical…he played guitar, the piano and had a nice voice in
a kind of Neil Diamond way. My mum on the other hand is a little tone
deaf. And we had a huge record collection filled with the usual 60s/70s
favourites - Neil Diamond, The Beach Boys, The Carpenters, The Captain
and Tenille and of course ABBA. There were plenty of others but those
are the ones that stand out in my memory. So I have my parents to thank
for my love of music, for making music such a big part of my life. They
fostered that ability in me by letting me have music lessons and taking
me to endless concerts, band practice, Eistedfodd competitions and music
exams. I still play now, albeit when the neighbours aren’t home to put
in a noise complaint. That’s the unfortunate thing about playing
brass….the greatest enjoyment comes from being loud and brassy!
“So I say thank you for the music, the songs Im singing
Thanks for all the joy theyre bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me
- ABBA
Jul 19
I was hoping for a cat nap…
No such luck though…..sleeping room for two contented moggies only.

Jul 18
Sorry, I brucked it!
I really should stop fiddling with things that I don’t entirely
understand. I decided that I should get with the program and update my
version of Wordpress. I’m glad I did, everything seems that little bit
better. Anyway, I thought when I upgraded to Wordpress 2.6, then maybe I
should give the blog a facelift as well and install a new theme. Let me
say now - I am never ever ever ever going to do that again!
Firstly, I couldn’t get my nice new pretty one to actually work
properly. For some reason, the name of my blog wasn’t coming up in the
header, it named my blog wrongly, didn’t put in the links….it needed a
LOT of tinkering and most of it had to be done with the mysterious
style.css file. Mysterious to me because I only know enough HTML
language to be dangerous and the CSS file is in the zone of “WTF” for
me.
After tinkering with the heaven theme for a while, I decided that was
just too hard. Tried a sleeping kitty one but hated the colour scheme -
to change it would require fiddling with that CSS thing again. The
purple kitty one, well I couldn’t read the font all that well so figured
that other people probably couldn’t either. Black cat didn’t unzip
properly and red cat just didn’t register. That left me with a three
column theme called wall sitting cat” which I thought was great when I saw it as a free theme.
I unzipped it once - got a bunch of errors. Extracted it again and it seemed
fine. So I FTP’d it to the server, only to find that it wreaked utter
havoc with everything. I had errors galore showing up, so I tried to
delete it. No joy there - the files were deleted but the folders were
still there and I couldn’t get rid of them. Log back into Wordpress and
three big huge lines of text suggesting that baby did a bad, bad thing.
So I did what I usually do when I pork something up - I posted a
thread on Wordpress support asking for advice, switched the computer
off, went to work and hoped when I got home it would have mysteriously
fixed itself. Well it hadn’t by the time I got home but by morning it
was hunky dory again - thanksLeigh!
So moral of the story - if it ain’t brucked, don’t change it…..or else you probably will well and truly bruck it. 
Jul 14
Would you like a beignet with that?
It’s the 14th of July and you know what that means?? It’s
Bastille Day in France….it has the same significance to the Frenchies as
the 4th of July does to the Americans or the 26th of January does for
Australians. I’m not remotely French but I am rather taken with the
French. I studied French all through school, read a lot of French
history and fell in love with beignets when we had a visiting bonafide
French teacher who taught us how to cook them.
Beignets taste pretty much like donuts and they are really easy to
cook - seriously, even I can knock up a batch of beignets and I am
probably one of the most mediocre cooks I know. So go on, celebrate your
inner Frenchie! And if you aren’t French, enjoy them anyway. Bon
appetite!
Beignet Recipe
4 eggs
1 cup milk
1 cup sugar
1 tablespoon salt
1 cup flour
1 tablespoon baking powder
2 tablespoons vegetable oil
Cinnamon and nutmeg to taste
1. Mix eggs, milk, sugar and vegetable oil in a bowl.
2. On a piece of baking paper, sift together salt, flour and baking powder; add to egg mixture.
3. Mix with a wooden spoon into a dough. Turn out onto a lightly floured, clean work surface; roll out and cut into strips.
4. Place into deep hot oil and fry until fluffy (turning once).
5. Place in a dish of caster sugar, cinnamon and nutmeg and roll until well coated.